Initially, Today was a good day..
I did good on my phlebotomy practical, I finally passed my bio test, and I'm a candidate for a potential full ride to UT...
Field trip to the Mavs game.
Mucho fun..
This is where it went down though.
I don't care if people talk behind my back.
I don't care if you don't like me.
I don't care if you hate me.
I don't care if you talk shit and spread rumors about me.
just tell me straight up that it's you.
I'm sick and tired of people spreading rumors and somehow finding stuff about my relationships and spreading it around.
This is what is so wrong with that sentence!!
1) NOT YOUR BUSINESS
2) are you that bored with your own fucking life that you need to talk about me and make up stories?
3)ARE YOU STALKING ME? HOW DID YOU FIND OUT?
4) Stop being a backstabbing bitch and tell me straight up who the fuck you are.
I am 18 years old and I already had three people back stab me. Is this the fourth time? Is this what high school is all about? backstabbing people?
This is ridiculous.
To the point where I will now have to block people on my facebook, and not share anything to my closest friends. It's sad, that I have been pushed to the point where I can't trust my close friends in fear of being back stabbed again.
It's pathetic that what you're doing is making me feel so lonely in this world.
It's pathetic that I have to go to these measures to protect myself from you.
It's pathetic that this is my fourth time being betrayed.
What's more pathetic is that you're getting joy from this.
Are you happy now that you have made me push all my friends away from me?
Are you happy now that I'm alone in this world?
Bad news.
I may be physically alone in this world, but I still have God. And that's what keeps me alive...
What's more pathetic is that God is so far away from you, that Satan has convinced you to do this to me.
At the moment, I am too upset, too tired, and spiritually immature to forgive you or at the very least pray for your poor soul.
But in due time, I will.
To be concerned is what a friend is for, and whether it is my business or not i wish to show my condolences and offer a hand of compassion in case one wishes to take it. To be stabbed in the back multiple times is a tragic and ruthless thing for people to do yet i have to ask if your friends are your friends then shouldn't they tell you if someone is talking negative about you? But i cannot say i understand your situation nor can i assume to be of any help to you but i do want to emphasis that there are few people in your circle of "friends" that are true, so i hope you find out who it is that is stabbing you so you can disconnect from them completely. And only truly reveal your inner self to your real friends.
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yea it's hard, but stay put because you are doing the right thing and right thing is almost always to hard and it's a long process.
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ReplyDeletewell, Im not exactly sure what youre saying in that last part about God..?, but know that I prayy for youu
--hanna. yes im following your blog. :]
heyaaa amigo-
ReplyDeletesorry i wasn't there when you really needed me most. can't offer much of an excuse, give you amazing advice, or provide any physical comfort- but know that i'm always keeping you in my prayers. i pray for your blessing, and give thanks because you're a blessing to ME :)
hwaiting, ya darn longhorn!