...usually call for you to try harder. However, I'm throwing in the towels (Yes, that's plural). I have accepted that people are not who I thought they were. I'm no longer going to try and be the "best" friend a person can have and be selfish. I will work on myself. Because the person that I have to live with for the rest of life is me. Not anybody else. I can't make everyone and myself happy. So I will just make myself happy.
For the people who were the greatest friends and treated me as such, I will always love you and will continue to treat the same.
But for the many people that screwed me over, you've created another selfish, non-caring, stranger in the world. I will no longer trust people I meet, even when I know them really well.
I don't know what will cause me to trust new people that I will meet everyday, but I know that it won't be easy.
I got my eye on all of y'all.
If you can't handle me or fight for me, then leave me be. I have my dreams and goals to achieve...
OMG, I need to write this down and read over and over again every time I think of compromising myself for someone else's interests: "...the person that I have to live with for the rest of life is me. Not anybody else... So I will just make myself happy." thank you!♥♥♥
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